"a song of becoming"

"fear of flying"

Lonnie Monka

Lonnie Monka mixes creative, professional, and academic projects. He enjoys reading, writing, and performing poetry; organizing literary readings and cultural events; and exploring the meeting place of art and literary worlds. His poetry, essays, and translations can be found in online and inprint publications. He co-authored an artist's book, Punitive Marks of Creatureliness  (2018), with photographer CY Frankel and is currently writing a master's thesis about the the "talk poetry" of David Antin (Bezalel Academy, Jerusalem). He curates the reading series Jerusalism.

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"For about a year now, I've been organizing ekphrastic writing events at local galleries in Jerusalem. The project started as a way to spread my love of ekphrastic writing and to connect writers to local galleries. Most of these sessions have been hosted at Barbur Gallery, a longtime hub of local avant-garde activity, which is now under pressure of getting closed over a legal battle connected to freedom of speech.

     'a song of becoming' was written in response to several paintings by Michal Rappaport exhibited as part of THICK, a Barbur Gallery show held at the end of 2019 that featured work by the gallery's collective. In spring of 2020, Barbur received an official eviction order. Although the collective appealed to the Supreme Court of Israel, the eviction order has now come into effect."

"'fear of flying' is a response to Judith Yehudit Appleton's exhibition Observations, particularly her large-scale painting Cessna, Covered (2019)."


     I’ve been trying to eat my own lips

     I want to gnaw at the edge of my face

     the world offers me endless objects

     that can be chewed though I know not

     which ones are truly fit for eating

     so I embrace myself & I try to eat
     I try to eat my lips & hope
     I hope that nobody thinks that this is a mask

     like the everyday mask of the way that I walk

     that mask as the way that I walk & I talk
     the way that I walk & I talk—sometimes singing

     & I walk & I talk & I take breaks to eat
     & I hate when people tell me what to eat
     so I embrace a little singing & then eat my own lips

               my friend

     should I tell you
               that I don’t like your plane?

               I am pierced by its whiteness

               it evokes a wonder

     beyond the wonder
               of an empty field


     but I still fear
               telling you that your plane

     mixes thoughts of majestic flight
               with an undesirability of rawness


     so it seems to me

               as if

     I must tell you
               about how I didn’t want to tell you

     that I did not like

               your plane

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